you know that feeling when you want something so bad that the hunger and desire grow more and more each day?
i may not have wanted this as long as others do but that doesn’t mean i want it any less.
i have gone through so much to get to this point, to wanting something. it took a terrible mess for me to find this place but i don’t care. i’m here now. those interminable days of desperately pleading god to help me figure it out, the heart-wrenching pain of wanting to be someone for yourself and the people you love and not knowing how, a life without direction, of quiet desperation…i am over it. i’ve charged it all on experience.
all i have to do is get in.
so help me god.
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