the bucket list life

is a rock.

kaye — Wed, 24 Mar 2010 06:35:07 +0000

i stopped caring.

hello 2010

kaye — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 13:14:01 +0000

i know it’s a little late but hey, it’s a start of a new decade. the past decade was the most eventful, crucial, life-changing time in my life. let’s see what this new decade brings to this adventurer.

you know what the best thing is? i’m no longer lost. i found my way.

now to travel it is a whole new different story.

isn’t life one insanely beautiful adventure?

la dolce vita.

don’t you just love new beginnings?

dear me

kaye — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 06:12:55 +0000

you had one heck of a year. highest of highs. lowest of lows.

you’re still standing. you now know what you want.

you did good. keep walking.

i’m proud of you.

my december

kaye — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 12:08:17 +0000

some days, i wonder what
it’s like to not be the
odd girl dining alone
in a restaurant or coffee shop
scribbling notes.

i can feel that tinge
of loneliness in the
cold breeze and bright
city lights.the longing
for something you never had…

to hold hands with someone
while looking up at
the fireworks…

still on my wish list, waiting to be crossed out.

start here

kaye — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 09:55:25 +0000

you know that feeling when you want something so bad that the hunger and desire grow more and more each day?

i may not have wanted this as long as others do but that doesn’t mean i want it any less.

i have gone through so much to get to this point, to wanting something. it took a terrible mess for me to find this place but i don’t care. i’m here now. those interminable days of desperately pleading god to help me figure it out, the heart-wrenching pain of wanting to be someone for yourself and the people you love and not knowing how, a life without direction, of quiet desperation…i am over it. i’ve charged it all on experience.

all i have to do is get in.

so help me god.

ticking timebomb

kaye — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 04:11:19 +0000

LAE is a week away.

until then, i am on supressed panic mode.

i have done all the preparation i could do on my own. the rest, i trust in god’s plans.

in the meantime, i am terrified.

2.0

kaye — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:19:49 +0000

4 years after graduation

4 jobs, 3 companies later

i’m done with real world… for now.

i am officially a student again at my beloved university and having first school day jitters at 24.

this is just the first step towards the real thing i’m aiming at.

operation: get into law school is in full swing.

coming up for air

kaye — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 11:56:00 +0000

dear god,

thank you for once again showing me how amazing your wonders are. i am so stupid to ever doubt you. being home with my family, with the people i love the most is such a breath of fresh air. the simplicity and warmth of hugs and dining together and goofing around especially through all these chaotic drama….such simple sweet life pleasures.

thank you for this weekend. i never thought it would turn out like this and you surprised me once again. i am grateful.

photo: yhen1027.wordpress.com

2 things i learned today

kaye — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 05:08:06 +0000

1. expectations can complicate things. we do good to other people and expect them to do the same to us. sometimes they don’t. its a grand set-up for disappointment.

2. sometimes we don’t get what we want because god wants something else for us, something better. the BIG MAN knows what he’s doing. trust.

this is it

kaye — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 07:34:30 +0000

it was one of the most delightful movie experiences ever. i was smiling and tearful from beginning to end. i had goosebumps. we cheered and danced and clapped and screamed and sang and stared in awe – strangers in the dark united by the artistry of one man.

michael jackson’s THIS IS IT concert would have been spectacular. the rehearsal clips blew us away and i can imagine how massive and amazing the show would have been.

truth is, i’m not what you can call a rabid MJ fan. i’m a 90s girl. i loved his songs but i don’t have any of his albums. i barely knew the man except from what i’ve heard from the media.

the docu-movie shows MJ doing what he does best. i realized that no matter what was said about him, onstage he was just him. a gifted artist. an incomparable performer. he was and will always be THE king of pop.

no one comes close.